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Sunday, 26 January 2020

Burns Night and Lunar New Year Dinner : Get Ready With Me

Burns Night and Lunar New Year Dinner : Get Ready With Me



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Today I am going to do a Get Ready With Me Burns night / Lunar New Year edition i've  done A get ready with me Burns Night here before a long time a go if you like to see it just click here, so on Saturday I went to a to a Burns dinner and I hope would like it! 

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Hair 

So first I wash my hair with Maui Moisture Nourish & Moisture Coconut Milk Shampoo
for fragile hair.

After washing the Shampoo out; Then I use Maui Moisture Nourish & Moisture Coconut Milk Conditioner.

After rinsing out the conditioner out then i'll use a tall dry my hair and comb through my hair with a wide tooth comb or Wet Brush.

Then I would one pump of L'Oreal paris Elvive Extraordinary oil and comb it through my ends of my hair to near my roots. 

Then I'll use Aveda phomollient styling foam mousse coiffante which is one pump and comb it through from roots to tip.

Then with my Wet Brush and my blow dryer; blow my hair upside down from the nap of my neck to my forehead. then come back normally and brush it on the opposite side of my parting hair this will give some volume.

Then I would style it by using my straighteners or today my large barrel curling wand by Tony and Guy. I'll  section my hair and curling it away from my face.

Then when all this is done i'll break the curls up by my fingers.




Make Up
  1. Prep your skin with a Clarins SOS Primer.  
  2. Then use Giorgio Armani foundation I'm using the shade bare in NO:0 3. 
  3. I'm going to tidy my eyebrows with collection color lash all day wear  color mascara in clear 1.
  4. I'm going to use MAC Pro Longwear Paint Pot Eye Shadow in Groundwork all over my eyelid.
  5. Next i'm going to use from the Urban Decay Naked 3 palette the shade Dust and apply in the inerconers  of my eyes. 
  6. Then the shade Trick all over and blend.
  7. Then the shade Factory and put on the outer coner of the eyelid and blend.
  8. Along my lash-line I'm putting Eyeko London skinny mini eyeliner in black.
  9. With my Bronzer, by Laura Mercier and make 3 shapes from the forehead, cheekbone to chin.
  10. Next i'm going to use a pink color for NARS Blush in Dolce Vita
  11. I'm going to use my favorite mascara from Bobbi Brown in No Smudge Mascarain Black. 
  12. On my lips I'm going to use Bodyshop Matte lipsick 415  New Orleans Scarlet 

My outfit 

Black tights from Marks & Spencer, long sleeve dress which is black with green leaves with purple flowers from Zara. Black ballet pumps

Jewellery

My Pandora bracelet

My Forever 21 Camera earrings

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Wednesday, 24 January 2018

Burns Night: Get Ready With Me

Burns Night: Get Ready With Me 

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Today i'm going to do a Get Ready With Me Burns night, i'm going to a dinner and i hope you like it! 

Hair 

So first I wash my hair with L'Oreal paris Botanicals Fresh Care Coriander Strength Cure Shampoo for fragile hair.

After washing the Shampoo out; Then I use Garnier Ultimate Blends Conditioner the marvellous transformer with argan and camellia oils for dry dull hair.

After rinsing out the conditioner out then i'll use a tall dry my hair and comb through my hair with a wide tooth comb or Tangle Teezer.

Then I would one pump of L'Oreal paris Elvive Extraordinary oil and comb it through my ends of my hair to near my roots. 

Than I'll use Aveda phomollient styling foam mousse coiffante which is one pump and comb it through from roots to tip.

Then with my Tangle Teezer and my blow dryer; blow my hair upside down from the nap of my neck to my forehead. then come back normally and brush it on the opposite side of my parting hair this will give some volume.

Then I would style it by using my straighteners or today my large barrel curling wand by Tony and Guy. I'll  section my hair and curling it away from my face.

Then when all this is done i'll break the curls up by my fingers.



Make Up
  1. Prep your skin with a Revlon Photoready Prefacing primer.  
  2. Then use Liz Earle color sheer skin tint with SPF 15 I'm using the shade bare in NO:01. 
  3. I'm going to tidy my eyebrows with collection color lash all day wear  color mascara in clear 1.
  4. I'm going to use Bobbi Brown long -wear cream shadow all over my eyelid.
  5. Next i'm going to use from the Urban Decay Naked 3 palette the shade Dust and apply in the iner coners  of my eyes. 
  6. Then the shade Trick all over and blend.
  7. Then the shade Factory and put on the outer coner of the eyelid and blend.
  8. Along my lash-line I'm putting Eyeko London skinny mini eyeliner in black.
  9. With my Bronzer, by Laura Mercier and make 3 shapes from the forehead, cheekbone to chin.
  10. Next i'm going to use a peach color for M.A.C called Royal Sunset.
  11. I'm going to use my favorite mascara from Bobbi Brown in Extreme Party Mascara in Black. 
  12. On my lips I'm going to use  Clarins Paris instant light lip Balm perfector in the color 04 Orange. 
My outfit 

Black tights from Marks & Spencer, long sleeve romper which is black with blue flowers from Hollister. Black ballet pumps

Jewellery

My Pandora bracelet

My H&M necklace

My Forever 21 Flower earrings

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Monday, 11 December 2017

How To Up Your Productivity Levels In The Morning

How To Up Your Productivity Levels In The Morning



Rewind to this time last year and I had my morning routine down. I’d wake up at 5.30am and be ready to go at my desk by 7am. Mark used to have to wake up at the crack of dawn to commute to London for work, so I always used him as my alarm, seeing as he had about as much grace as a bull in a china shop when getting ready. However, these days he leaves the house much later which means that I’ve been getting a little too indulgent with my mornings. Now I’m not talking lazing about in bed till 11am here – that’s strictly reserved for Sundays – but I do mean setting an alarm at 6.30 and then getting trigger happy with the snooze button till 7.30, which although my dark circles are thankful for, my workload is not. I’m a person who is most productive in the AM and feel like I’m fighting to stay away by 3pm, so it’s advantageous for me to throw myself into my to-do list full-speed once I’m awake. So I’ve been trying to switch things up and develop a routine that allows me get my full eight hours a night and gets me ticking off tasks before the standard working day starts. Here’s how to squeeze a bit more productivity out of your mornings…


Go to bed earlier. It’s a simple one, but nodding off an hour earlier should, in theory, make it a little easier when your alarm rings in your ear an hour earlier the next morning. I like to be in bed for about 10pm and read/scroll through my phone till 10.30pm, before turning the lights off. If I stay up past 11pm I am completely cream-crackered the next day and an absolute horror to be around. If you find it difficult to go to bed much before midnight, try going to bed 5 minutes earlier each night until you find the time that works for your routine. Or go ham with the nighttime rituals; draw yourself a bath, invest in a pillow spray, buy nice bedding and fluffy pyjamas. TREAT YO’ SELF.

Fool your brain. I never used to be one for snoozing. In fact it used to drive me mildly insane when Mark would snooze his alarm at least FIVE TIMES each morning. FIVE TIMES! I began each day with a blood pressure reading that would possibly be off the chart. However, recently I’ve been brought over to the dark side and have begun to join in with the snoozing game – partly to give Mark a taste of his own medicine and partly because I LOVE SLEEP. The thing with snooze-d sleep is that is not good quality, so I’ve been attempting to break the cycle by setting my alarm 15 minutes later and forcing myself to get up and at ’em without the need to press pause. That way I still get my extra sleep and it’s actually proper good slumber.

Do what you need to do to wake up. Whenever I read these guides on how to curate the perfect morning routine, it’s often suggested that you enter into a moment of morning meditation when you rise. I’ve tried it in the past and although I can say that it’s nice to have a moment of peace before you start the day, I often pull out the ‘I just don’t have time’ excuse, or fall back asleep whilst I do it. So I preach to do whatever it is that you need to need to wake up; whether it be flicking through a magazine for a couple of pages or scrolling through your social media. Sure, it’s not the most ‘mindful’ way of waking up, but you’re waking up nonetheless and surely getting up earlier with a little Instagram stalking, is better than getting up an hour later, right? 


Take time for you. This is something that I’ve adopted from reading ‘The Working Woman’s Handbook’. Instead of multitasking by inhaling my breakfast as I answer tweets with my spare hand, I’ve been putting 20 minutes on a timer and either have been taking that time to read in bed once I’m fully awake, or have been putting on a podcast as I potter around the flat and get things ready to go. Sure it cuts into my getting ready time, but it just forces me to be more efficient and cut out the faff. It’s actually really nice to take that time for yourself, doing something that you enjoy that isn’t directly work-related, before diving into your inbox. That can wait 20 minutes…

Write a list. Seriously, how are we ever supposed to get anything done if we haven’t got a list to work from. I bow down to people who manage to mentally tick things off in the their heads because their brains are obviously less drain-like than mine. What other facts and figures are you keeping up there, eh? The only thing that I can memorise are early 2000’s RnB lyrics, everything else just falls out the bottom of the sieve. If I’ve got the time I’ll do a quickly session of weekly prep on a Sunday evening and schedule in my workouts and other engagements for the week ahead and work out what writing, filming and editing I can fit in on what days, so as to gauge a rough plan. But if I haven’t had the chance or my plans have changed, then I always take 10 minutes at the start of each day to pencil out a to-do list so I have a tick-list to work towards. Because let me tell you, there isn’t much else out there as satisfying as putting a tick next to an actioned item. My inner Monica just FREAKS OUT every time.

Sunday, 28 October 2018

Five Skincare Favourites

Five Skincare Favourites


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It’s been a little minute since I last updated you on some of the skincare I’ve been turning to lately, so thought I’d fill you in on some of the products I’ve discovered (or reintroduced) into my routine.

Now, I’m going to be honest. I have exceptionally combination skin- when my skin is good, it’s really good- but during my period (and the glorious week before whereby I seem to get all the ‘warning’ signs), it can be really bad.
Naturally, sharing next to everything online, I’ve never wanted to post the ‘bad’ skin days- keeping those strictly for Instagram story filters and duvet days- but, being someone who grew up with severe acne (endless lotions, potions, tablets, red skin and flare ups)- felt like it really meant more to be honest.
I’ve had a few messages recently with people ‘thanking me for not covering up my imperfections’ on Instagram- and it seems like a (lovely) but strange thing to be thanking me for. We’re now so much so in an age whereby people cover up or filter everything, that seeing a pimple online seems like something to be thanked for- especially when it comes to skincare.

When I was 12 (yup, I got it young) I rarely saw anyone else with spots as bad as mine, and although I know my skin is far from terrible in these pictures, know that if I saw more girls with the odd pimple post now, it would have certainly make me feel less bad about mine. Growing up, it felt like if you had terrible skin it suggested you didn’t or weren’t trying hard with your skincare- but this post is a polite middle finger to that.
Because despite how consistently I care for my face, sometimes hormones and my body have other ideas- and that’s ok. It doesn’t mean I can’t talk about or enjoy skincare, and I’d like to think it doesn’t make me a bad representative of a brand either. We all get spots, just some of us would rather not share them, and that’s ok too.
But- despite that (and this list of products that I still love when my skin is playing up)- I thought I’d share a few others that have been helping remedy the good and bad skin days- and are perfectly spot on all-rounders no matter the weather (no pun intended).

1/ Liz Earle Cleanse & Polish- 

Ah, this old chestnut. I’ve recently shared my love for this cleanser after a special trip with the brand– and it’s safe to say the reintroduction has been such a treat. Like an old friend, we’d probably unnecessarily drifted apart- but after getting back together it’s like no time had passed at all. It still works wonders on my skin, is nourishing and non-drying and works well whether my skin is clear or broken out. If I want something that’s not loaded with nasties, can get off everything from foundation to a stubborn mascara- this is my port of call and I’m happy she’s back in my life.
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2/ Dr Roebuck’s No Worries Hydrating Face Moisturiser-

This gorgeous little moisturiser comes in from Dr. Roebuck- and like Cleanse and Polish, is a brilliant go-to no matter what my skin is up to. I used to always worry about moisturising a lot when my skin was bad, but since picking out some favourites- have realised it’s the complete opposite. With calming Vitamin E and Rosehip Oil- plus Hyaluronic Acid and Macadamia Oil, as well as being incredibly lightweight- it’s amazing at hydrating without feeling heavy and smells like the most delicious lavender too, which is only ever a lovely thing. 
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3/ Shiseido Essential Energy Moisturising Cream-

Having been introduced to this Shiseido number from my pal Brittany, I was more than excited to give this day cream a go. Packed with nutrients and a very fancy ‘ReNeura Technology™ to essentially reprogram the skin, encouraging cells to respond to the conditioning benefits of the formula’, it feels like smoothing a cooling yoghurt over your skin (an actual breakfast treat for your face)- which in my opinion is possibly the best way to wake up your skin in the morning. On top of that, it’s the perfect base for make up and sinks in beautifully- leaving my skin ready and glowing before I’ve even stepped out of the door.
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4/ Summer Fridays Jet Lag Mask- 

I’d seen this mask dotted around online, and being the fickle person I am instantly fell for the name and packaging (never judge etc. etc.)- but wasn’t ready to fall head over heels until I’d actually given it a go. Knowing my purifying and detoxing masks well, I’m always on the hunt for a good burst of moisture when things get a bit dry post-breakout, and this locks that IN. I normally put it on before I hop in the bath and leave it on whilst I soak- it always works it’s magic, and I’ll definitely be taking it along during my next long haul too.
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5/ Peter Thomas Roth Water Drench Hyaluronic Cloud Cream-

I’d seen a lot of Peter Thomas Roth products online (namely the infamous Pumpkin Enzyme mask), but it was only after giving this Water Drench Hyaluronic Cloud Cream a go that I truly got a sniff at why the name is so popular. With this promising intense hydration, it applies almost like water and absorbs almost instantly- cloud like, if you will! It’s an amazing base for make up and also feels perfectly hydrating before bed too- and quenches even the most parched of skin.
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Monday, 18 May 2020

The Beauty Products Worth Putting Make Up On For

The Beauty Products Worth Putting Make Up On For



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Okay, okay hear me out here. Before I begin, at the moment make up feels like a special occasion. Today, Monday- I began the day and PUT MAKE UP ON, and I feel like I could take over the world (or, ahem, walk to the supermarket without crying- which is close).

It’s a ~process~ I think I’ve taken for granted, and although I very much enjoy the luxury of having to do sweet FA in the mornings to consider myself ‘presentable’- actually, I’ve realised, I quite enjoy popping a bit of slap on to get myself ready each day- and if that makes me a bit vapid, or whatever, so be it! Because this woman loves a liner!
Anyway- as much as I love make up, I’m still in isolation like everyone else. The thought of putting on a gradient eyeshadow look, lipstick with lip liner or drawing daisies on my lids is strictly for special special occasions (maybe on my birthday or when I’m seriously dry in the content department) because that deserves to be seen and celebrated. SO! If you’re looking for a handful of products, or a suggestion of a #squad that are worth getting ready for, let me introduce you to a few favourites…
The Foundation that’s a serum WITH SPF
Talk about a product that is putting the hours in- this is your guy. The Bobbi Brown Intensive Skin Serum Foundation SPF 40*, yo! Whether you use a brush, or apply it like a serum after your morning cleanse, it’s a wonder worker at evening skin tone, protecting you from the sun, smells amazing and also provides really blinking decent coverage too (whilst still bringing the glow)- alongside the NARS Natural Radiant Longwear foundation, these two are absolute gems whatever kind of day you’re having.
The ‘god-did-your-brow-lady-come-to-yours-during-QUARANTINE?!’ brow gel
Nope she didn’t! I did nothing! Just swiped a bit of the Arch Brow Shaping Gel* on from Hourglass and I was set! I’ve used the tinted version for as long as I can remember (I use dark brown) but have recently just been popping on the clear one if I need a bit of a quick brow groom. Simples.
The ‘nope, no mascara just curlers because I am, in fact, Lisa Eldridge’
One thing the wonderful Zoe Taylor taught me (and my mum also did, in fact) the power of were eyelash curlers. GOD THEY ARE TRANSFORMATIVE. Literally even if I don’t put on a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g else on and curl my lashes I look at least semi awake, which is amazing. My favourites are the Kevyn Aucoin ones, and I truly cannot recommend them enough.
The fancy bronzer, which I will buy again and again
I’ve had the Diorskin Mineral Nude* bronzer since time began, which a) shows how long it lasts and b) is a good sign it never leaves my make up bag because I still have it to hand. This is such a brilliant, glowy bronzer-which never feels too orangey and applies so beautifully and gently that you actually look sun kissed without Year 8 in 2005 bronzer vibes. Win win.
The blush that you can wear… everywhere
The Chanel Les Beiges Blush stick* is a diamond, and is the perfect product at doing a true ‘all in one’ make up look. Pop it on your cheeks for a flush, eyes for a dewy shadow, and even lips to tie it all together. It’s one of the products that I always have with me, in a handbag (remember those?) or just floating around.
And the power balm…
I am a sucker for a lip balm, and currently my lips feel drier than ever (I can confirm I am not encouraging the problem with my excessive lip balm use, I promise). Enter the Chanel Hydra Beauty balm*, which is every bit a treat as it is a total lip thirst quencher. Other favourites include the Mango balm dot comLoveJamila’s multi balm* and the Kiehl’s Butterstick* too (not a stick of butter, FYI).
Okay one more- the best liquid liner…
I know liquid eyeliner might feel ‘a bit much’ for days at home, but if you’re in the market for one that’s not only easy to apply, lasts all day and has the perfect black pigmentation- may I introduce you to this Rouje bad boy. Named L’Eyeliner* (because everything sounds cooler in French)- this has quickly become a total make up bag staple and makes me feel very much together, on days I am very much not.

Saturday, 2 May 2020

‘Outlander’ Review: Episode 507, “The Ballad of Roger Mac”

‘Outlander’ Review: Episode 507, “The Ballad of Roger Mac”

[This is not a spoiler-free review of the episode. If you have not seen the episode yet, read it at your own spoiler risk.]



Episode 507:  “The Ballad of Roger Mac”
Written by Toni Graphia, Directed by Stephen Woolfenden
“…What no one can prepare for is to face family in the time of war.” –Claire
Confession time. I have been stuck midway through book six in the Outlander series, A Breath of Snow and Ashes, since 2017. What can I say? Life happens. I promise to be caught up by the start of season six. Sometimes, I lose track of when (in which novel) a pivotal moment takes place. Then, in watching the show, it comes to me like when you vividly recall a dream you had the night before, midway through the day. It sort of smacks you in the face. Because you didn’t see the memory coming. YOU. DIDN’T. SEE IT. COMING.
I make this next statement objectively and with a clear head: This is the best episode of the season. FIGHT ME. 
OutlanderTVNews reporter Sarah first cunningly noted that we should view episode seven, The Ballad of Roger Mac, with caution as he doesn’t show up anywhere in the preview following episode six, despite his name in the title. It’s also worth noting that Toni Graphia penned this episode, and she’s basically Outlander royalty now, an institution since season one. The show opens on someone in a red sweater, playing an acoustic guitar, presumably Roger (Richard Rankin). The hands turn and scribble juvenile music notes on staff paper. Claire (Caitriona Balfe) narrates over the footage again, as she’s done this season. I really love this kickback to season one. It feels right. According to said narration, they’re on their way to Hillsborough, preparing for war.
We see Roger singing Oh My Darling Clementine to baby Jemmy, who happily enjoys from his spot on the floor. Bree (Sophie Skelton) listens from her post at the fireplace, very a la Jamie in the Wedding episode from season one. Roger promises he’ll be back to sing more. They’re not at “the Big House.” They’re in Hillsborough. A maid enters and takes the babe. Bree pulls the futile move of fanaticizing what would happen if they had remained in Oxford. In the 1960s.
Roger confesses his true worry; he barely knew his father before his death in WWII. He’s worried Jem won’t remember him at all. (As the mom of a two-year-old, I have absolutely had this thought.) Bree comforts him, assuring him he’ll come home and, in the meantime, promises to tell Jemmy often of his old man and his bravery. They kiss. He jokes that at least she knows the words to “Clementine” in his absence.
“Goodbye, Roger Mac.”—Bree
“Goodbye, Mrs. Mac.”—Roger
They exchange a deep and serious glance. He leaves. Bree is worried. (I do appreciate that he leaves the guitar upright, leaning on the couch.)
Cut to Jamie (Sam Heughan) and Claire. It’s morning, they’re in a tent, and he’s shirtless. (Mental Note: the tent seems to be a cream color.) “Happy birthday, Colonel,” she coos to him from inside his left arm pocket space. He’s busy examining his left hand (straight from the pages, y’all). She lovingly teases him about his age, asking if she needs to get him a cane. He lifts the blanket and checks the status of his… member. “It’s all seems to be in working order, he says.” (uh-huh…) Claire declares there’s no shame in taking stock; she does it too as she gets older.
“I like to reflect on the year past … making sure you’re the same person as you were the day before.”—Claire
Jamie asks his Sassenach if she sees any marked changes. She says, “No, you’re still you.” They kiss. I love them. (Hey, remember when I pointed out that the tent looks cream? On the outside, it’s red! Whahhh?!?!?) Jamie notes that he is now older than his father ever was. He wonders what his father would think of his life. Claire is sure he’d be happy to know Jamie is alive, with a full and ever-growing family. As it is, Jamie is content with life.
“The world and each day in it is a gift. Whatever tomorrow brings, I’m grateful to see it.” —Jamie
As for “taking stock” as she put it—a new term for Jamie—he’s decided that he has all his teeth, none of his parts are missing, and his middle wicket still stands up in the morning, so uhh he’s good! (SMH.) Claire climbs on top of him, doing her very best Marilyn Monroe, and disrobes. Is this the first time we’ve actively seen Jamie and Claire have sex this season? Like not in a creepy montage incorporating their extended family? (Roger and Bree’s wedding. Creepy. Rewatch it. It cuts from Bree and Roger to Jamie and Claire, to Auntie Jocasta and Murtagh. All family. All doin’ it. At the same time.) All I’m saying is, I’m glad I can focus on ma two faves.
Cut to a post-coital Jamie taking stock of the regiment with Governor Tryon (Tim Downie). They have 1,068 men. Someone reminds them not to forget General Waddell’s brigade in Salisbury. Jamie points out that the regulators are farming people. They won’t have artillery or cannons. It won’t be a fair fight. Tryon says too damn bad. Jamie nods and confirms his men are present and accounted for. He has concerns, to put it mildly. Just then, Roger runs up, reporting for duty. He falls in line per Jamie’s orders.
It’s raining. The men huddle under a tent. Jamie instructs every man to fasten a coin of sorts to their jackets. It will identify them as militia and not regulators. This sounds super upper crust, but the rain is mixed nicely here. Not too much. It sounds like it’s hitting the tarp. A comfortable rain if you will, lol. Then guess who shows up.
Isaiah Morton (red herring) (Jon Tarcy) randomly shows up to enlist. If you recall, this jebronie played a pivotal role in the plot of episode 504. “The Company We Keep.” He knocked up Alicia Brown, and her dad was having none of it. Alicia’s dad, Lionel Brown (Ned Dennehy), tells Isaiah there’s no place for him here. Threats are made. Jamie finally intervenes and says, “enough!” He separates them and orders all men who won’t fight by Isaiah to leave now.
Two younger members of the militia chat with each other. War is no different than hunting, right? Jamie informs them that killing possums is in no way the same. After all, possums aren’t trying to kill them. He ends his lecture with, “you can’t waiver.”
Just then, General Waddell appears. His men have been forced to retreat due to Fitzgibbons (Duncan Lacroix)  and his regulators across the creek.
 “Prepare the men. Engage the enemy here.”—Gov. Tryon
Claire is prepping her surgery with Bree’s help. She asks Jamie if there’s been any sign of Murtagh. Someone approaches with a petition to the Governor; it’s the Reverend Caldwell (Mark Cox) on behalf of the Regulators.  They’re hoping to avoid war. The Reverend and Governor have met before, at Bree and Roger’s wedding. Tryon circles the Reverend in a condescending, intimidating manner. He reads the petition and disagrees with its claims that he hasn’t lent a kind ear, among other things. He agrees to have a response ready by noon the following day. The Reverend leaves hopeful; however, Tryon instructs the men to be prepared for battle overnight. Jamie asks, why do they not parlay?
 “A bold stroke is needed. To hesitate would mean defeat… Their course is set, so is mine.” —Gov. Tryon
Back at the Sherston House, Lizzie (Caitlin O’Ryann) informs Bree that Jem is asleep. Mr. Sherston (Matthew Cottle) enters the room and gives the ladies the scoop: the word is they’re on the verge of war over at Alamance Creek. He opens up his trusty map to show Bree exactly where. Alamance Creek … Alamance Creek, why does that location ring a bell to Bree? In school, she learned something happened there, but what? The cameras zoom in on her face. She remembers. Hard cut to an areal shot of her racing to her family on a horse. This shot is effectively the same as the one in the season one opening credits of Jamie (and Claire) galloping in the Highlands.
Meanwhile, Jamie is, well, shirtless in a creek. Gonna need a moment. Claire “happens to” stumble upon him, like “oh, you’re here? Washing? I was unaware…” Ok. Sure. Unaware of her, Jamie speaks in low Gaellec, as if saying a prayer. He crosses himself, then turns to acknowledge her.
“I wasna callin’ on God. I was callin’ on Dougal MacKenzie. He was a war chief. Taught me everything I know.”—Jamie
She’s surprised at this, but he clarifies that he made peace with his uncle a long time ago. He did what he had to for his men, for Claire. In speaking with her, we see his scarred back for the first time in what feels like a few seasons. I don’t recall it in season four, but I could be wrong. Season four feels like a lifetime ago.
Bree finally arrives at the camp. Roger also approaches.
“I’ve come to warn you. The fight happens here at the creek, and the militia will win.”—Roger
This battle is the spark. Jamie wants to get a message to Murtagh. Maybe he’ll retreat if doomed to fail. BUT, if they stop it here, will this act prevent the American Revolution? Are we all doomed to become Limeys? They hypothesize that the so-called spark could light from some other instance. Roger “ovary’s up” (term thanks to SyFy’s Magicians, based on the novels by Lev Grossman—huge fan here) and volunteers to warn Murtagh. Jamie gives him a militia totem and a white flag, a flag of truce. He instructs Roger to use it if need be, ask for Jamie and say nothing more until he arrives.
 “I’m the only one who can do it. He knows me. He knows I’m from the future. He’ll believe it.”—Roger
Claire “takes stock” of her numbing agents, disinfectants—as we all are currently (QUIT HOARDING THE GD TOILET PAPER, Y’ALL!)—and of course, her prized penicillin.
Roger approaches the Regulators’ camp at night, and someone is preaching at the bonfire. I’m having Deja vu. It’s like Dougal (Graham McTavish) asking for Jacobite support all over again. But alas, tis Sean Connery Murtagh. The speech is over, the men wrap, and Murtagh spots Roger the outlier. They talk privately about Bree’s historical memory. Roger recommends he incite the men to yield. Murtagh knows it’s too late for that.
“Do ya ken how long a few years is to men who’ve lost everything?”—MURTAGH
Governor Tryon dictates a letter. The shot alternates between his dictation and Murtagh’s receipt and read. Tryon requires the regulators to submit to the “leniency of the government.” If they accept within the hour, everyone will stand down. If not, their actions will be considered an act of rebellion against the king, country, and laws. Roger and Murtagh talk in a tent. After bringing the demands to the men, they will not back down. The battle will happen. Murtagh heeds Roger to leave now before it begins. Roger tries one more time to convince Murtagh to go with him, and he pulls the “godson” card. It was in vain.
As Roger makes his exit, he spots a familiar face, a woman hanging laundry. Son-of-a-B, it’s Morag Mackenzie (Elysia Welch)! The friend he made on the ship to America! She seems happy—and confused—to see him. She and her child are well. He informs her that he now also has a son with the same name. She clearly recalls his bravery against the awful sea captain. Their exchange is awkward. Before he leaves, he gives her a heads up on what’s to come. He also quickly realizes she’s pregnant again.
“If anything should happen, come to me. I’ll help you, family welcome on Fraser’s Ridge.”—Roger
And then he does a thing. In short, he “Biden’s” her. He gives her a full-frontal hug. DUDE. Not cool then. Not cool now. NOT COOL! “Get away from my wife!” A REALLY familiar voice pierces the exchange. It sounded SO familiar to me. Did y’all notice? We’ll get there.
Back at Camp, the Governor is asking for Jamie. He has a gift, a proper British captain’s red coat. Jamie stalls. He claims the gesture is appreciated but doesn’t think it appropriate. (Doesn’t the Governor remind you of Chris Parnell from Saturday Night Live? Like 20-years-ago SNL). Having exhausted his efforts, Jamie begrudgingly puts it on. Sam Heughan’s acting here, and later in the episode is superb. He says nothing, but he looks like he wants to vomit. His men pick up on his underlying sentiments. I’m reminded of when he’d sought refuge in the trees, looking for something safe to punch.
Speaking of old episodes with Dougal, back in Roger’s situation, he’s scrambling to explain to Morag’s new—and clearly jealous—husband exactly how he knows her. His militia deblune falls from his pocket. He takes a musket butt to the face. (Y’all, that’s totally Graham McTavish incognito!)
“We’re blood, that’s why I was trying to help her.”—Roger
At Camp, Jamie’s men are preparing for battle. They mount horses and load weapons. Claire comes out of her tent, swigging water from a canteen, similar to her first shot in episode one, season one, during World War II. She sees Jamie and about falls over.  He informs her Tryon insisted. Only she fully knows his burden—still no sign of Roger. And the battle is about to begin. He asks for her wishes of luck. She says she loves him. He confirms her love is better than her luck.
Cut to Outlander producers’ favorite thing: a wide shot of a battle standoff. It’s Redcoats v. Regulators.
“We’re not here to kill our brothers; we’re here to end this.” Put the fear of God in them. They’ll retreat. Take prisoners. Save souls. “and watch for MacKenzie”—Jamie
The Redcoats fire. The militia holds. Finally, Jamie orders they fire. They march. Men go down. The regulators retreat. Occasionally we see a band of regulators entrap the British soldiers by popping out of the brush. I enjoyed the guerilla warfare touches—still no sign of Roger.
We see Sam in all of his action-hero gusto, running the gauntlet. Claire is busy managing the triage unit. She comforts Bree with words of positivity.
Isaiah is brought into her surgery. He’s been shot. “Tell Alicia I love her,” he says. Their baby is due next week. She assures him he’ll be there and asks Bree for the alcohol. Cannons explode, and men are carried off—Redcoats on horseback and regulators behind trees.
Alicia’s dad Lionel is now in Claire’s surgery, and he is PISSED. He calls Isaiah a coward. Claire observes he was shot in the back and at close range, implying he is, in fact, negating his claim.
As a long-term sufferer of toxic masculinity, he’s threatened by her and demonstrates it with a ridiculous and completely unnecessary physical demonstration of force; he grips her hand, shakes the penicillin syringe from it, and stomps on it. Claire is incensed. More slow-motion fighting.
The militia now has the Regulators surrounded. They’re literally rounding them up like cattle. Jamie is now in a shoot-off. As he’s about to meet his fate, he’s saved (whew!) by an unsuspected head butt. Murtagh! Huzzah! Always there to watch Jamie’s NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
“I did what you said, Colonel! I did not waiver!”—I don’t even know or care
Y’ALL. I can’t. I’m writing this a day after watching, and I still am just. I mean, Murtagh is not even supposed to be here according to the books. We lose him (never quite clear how or when) but at some point in prison in book three, Voyager. And his addition was the one major adaptation that EVERYONE was cool with. We didn’t see it coming. And if you DID see it coming, then play the damn lottery. This scene was my full-on, “I’m not crying YOU’RE CRYING” moment. I mean WTAF?! Jamie is furious. At Murtagh. He chides him, “I released you from your oath!” Ever the romantic, Murtagh reminds him there is one he’s more faithful to, “I’d never betray your mother, no matter who asked.” Having experienced the loss of a parent, I’m glad that in this Outlander universe, Murtagh leaves this earth looking at Jamie. But who’s to say that’s not what he saw assuming he died in prison, as was implied in the books? And in true, fatherly spirit, he spends his last breath comforting his godson.
“Dinna be afraid. It does not hurt a bit to die.”—Murtagh’s last words.
Jamie is beside himself. He asks for help. He doesn’t care at this point who from. “HELP ME!!! HELP ME NOW!” They take him to Claire. Jamie assures him she’ll know what to do (ugh).
“CLAIRE! SAVE HIM! WHAT DO YOU NEED. WHAT IS IT? DO WHAT YOU MUST. HEAL HIM.” He’s so sure. Claire confirms Murtagh is gone. Jamie goes into a rage, he yells and threatens Murtagh’s lifeless body.
“TAKE IT BACK. I DINNA RELEASE YOU FROM YOUR OATH. YOU CANNA LEAVE ME.”—Jamie
Keeping Murtagh through the season was a fantastic journey. I know it’s hard sometimes for purists to break with any constructs from the pages, but seriously. We all came together when Murtagh re-appeared in season four. We hooted and hollered with excitement. And how the writers constructed his arch and intertwined it with Aunti Jocasta’s was in a word, lovely. Here is to “our” Murtagh. Jamie’s Murtagh. Claire’s Murtagh. He was our tried and true “fuck the Man” anti-hero.
[Murtagh’s moment of silence.]
Shortly after my meltdown, I had my hub pour me a finger of bourbon, and I hit play. The fighting is done. Governor Tryon claims he understands it was hard to go against one’s own country. Jamie is still infuriated. He hasn’t even had time to begin grieving, let alone mourn. Jamie points out that he brought cannon fire on his own citizens. History will say that the Governor preserved order, but the men involved will know the truth. (So this is massive. It’s only a moment in the show, but it indicative of how history becomes history. There is what happened. And then there is what was written down.)
Tryon responds that they did their duty. And for that, he’ll overlook Jamie’s insolence. He promised we wouldn’t leave North Carolina in a state of disorder, after all. Jamie is done. He informs Tryon of this. He’s done with his obligation to the Governor and the Crown.
“You may have your coat back, sir.”—Jamie
He finds a moment of solitude, takes a knee, and sobs.
In doing so, he realizes his hands are soaked in blood. There will be time to mourn later. There’s still work to do. Claire is watching over Murtagh. She pulls a sheet up and over him. Almost the way you tuck in a child. Bree is stares off into the distance but is lost in her own worst thoughts. Jamie approaches and asks again after Roger. With that, he’s on the move once more, this time with family in toe.
As they wander through fields of dead and wounded men, they ask after Roger. A majestic tree stands in the distance at the top of the hill. Three bodies hang. Jamie asks the Colonel what happened and why the men were hanged. It turns out Tryon ordered it. They ask after Captain MacKenzie. Just then, they spot a white flag in the pocket of one of the swaying corpses. It’s Roger. Jamie crosses himself once more, and he and the men go to cut him down.
The episode ends here. At first, I was relieved that we didn’t see it go down. I remember this part in the books clearly. It was painful to read. Right up there with Wentworth Prison from book one. Just as graphic. Equally brutal, though, in different ways. And just as the relief came, it left. If the writers do treat Roger’s hanging similar to their treatment of Wentworth Prison, we’ll get an in-depth revisit in next week’s episode (FFS).
MANDY’S MUSINGS: For when I can’t suppress my inner fangirl.

  • There are no musings this week. Only Murtagh.